Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Carry On Tuesday Prompt #26



Burned out with grading so many papers, I took a few minutes to myself today to respond to Prompt #26 from Carry On Tuesday:

The opening sentence of Graham Greene's 1951 novel The End of the Affair: "A story has no beginning or end; arbitrarily one chooses that moment of experience from which to look back or from which to look ahead."

So my response to this prompt is rough, rough, ROUGH -- truly a first draft only. I wrote more, then crossed it all out. I think this sufficeth, but I may add more later, if it comes to me. We'll see....

her story
has no beginning,
no end --
just a middle
of pain,
foreboding
in the right now.

hungering for
distant grace,
for a holy experience
that she can feel
seetouchhear
taste,
that will capture her,
pour her into the chalice --
allow her to become
food and drink
with Him --
so inseparable,
the water and the wine
(the ordinary and the extraordinary)
that the two
become One.
Copyright 2009 Susanne Barrett

Still needs a lot of work, I know, but the idea intrigues me.

(Bummed that the NaNoWriMo widgets all failed. Took them down for now.)

Okay, back to grading papers. NaNoWriMo will have to wait until after Thursday -- I have two teetering stacks of papers to grade before Thursday morning. And a field trip with the boys tomorrow so not much time to grade then, either. A homeschool teacher's work is never done....

Monday, November 9, 2009

Quotation of the Week: On Writing and NaNoWriMo


With National Novel Writing Month egging me on to write, quotations on writing are going to be the name of the game for the month of November.

So here are some really great quotations on the art of writing. I hope you'll enjoy them as much as I know I have and will.

"I'm not a very good writer, but I'm an excellent rewriter."
-- James Michener

"The wastebasket is the writer's best friend."
-- Isaac Bashevis Singer

"Bad artists copy. Good artists steal."
-- Pablo Picasso
So keep on writing, my friends. Whether you are feverishly trying to increase your NaNoWriMo word count or are writing an occasional poem or are a very hit-and-miss journal scribbler, keep on. It is only through writing crap that we can learn to write well. So write on bravely, my friends!

(And please tell me that the time I'm investing into my own writing is not a colossal waste of time and energy. I'm in that spot where I feel that the whole thing is the most boring novel ever written, that no one in his/her right mind will ever want to read it, and that it's complete and utter crapola. Yes, it's Week Two of NaNoWriMo. Yep, sure 'tis....)

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Saturday Evening Blog Post for October

Well, here it is: the first Saturday (okay, okay, so I'm posting late!) of the month, and that means it's time for the Saturday Evening Blog Post, a wonderful thing that Elizabeth Esther at Kids, Twins and Laundry Bins hosts each month.

The deal: to post the link to the blog post of the last month (October, in this case) that is "most you" so that others can read it and get the "flavor" of your writing and your life. I think it's quite marvelous, and I appreciate the work she has put into doing this. Many thanks!!!

So, for me, I think that I'm choosing The Discipline of Silence because that is what I crave most right now. It's part of a series of Walk with Him Wednesday posts linked to Ann Voskamp's beautiful and deeply spiritual Holy Experience blog.

I was tempted to post a link to my favorite poem I wrote this month for the Carry on Tuesday writing prompts, so if you're a glutton for poetry, you may also read it: "second skin."

Have a lovely weekend, everyone! And if you're interested in how I'm progressing in NaNoWriMo, the word counter is at the top of my sidebar. You may also check my author's page on the NaNoWriMo site: SusanneB.

Happy Writing, All!

Saturday, November 7, 2009

San Diego ... My Town


San Diego is my town. Not only was I born here (and believe me, native San Diegans are a rare breed), but so was my mother and my grandfather. When we lived in the city, our home was only six blocks away from the home my grandfather grew up in.

Our family, the Quayle family (yes, we're somehow related to the former vice president, not sure how), moved to San Diego late in the year 1900. William Quayle started the architectural firm that had made him well-known in Peoria as a young man and for thirty years in Denver. When he died in 1906, his two sons, William and Edward (Edward is my great-great grandfather), picked up the architectural firm their father had started and began a reign of design that lasted until both brothers died within months of each other in 1940. Their designs include part of the now-famous Balboa Park, the North Park and Savoy Theatres, the downtown Police Station, the Balboa Stadium where the Chargers played until Jack Murphy (now Qualcomm) Stadium was built, and the Crown Room of the famous Hotel del Coronado.

My grandfather was born here in 1917, my mother in 1943. During World War II, my grandmother lived in a small bungalow with my infant mother, waiting for the war to bring her husband home; Keith and I lived in the same little home while I was in college and grad school, my mother's tiny footprints in the concrete step of our porch.

I have never lived anywhere else. Even now, in the mountains 50 miles east of downtown, I am a mere 45 minutes away from Balboa Park, the San Diego Zoo, the beach, Coronado, and all that warm and sunny San Diego has to offer. It's my town.

San Diego was founded by Cabrillo in 1549; the first of the famous California Missions was built here in 1769 and is still an active parish church. Yet San Diego was named for Saint Didacus, a little-known but very popular saint of the 16th and 17th centuries. Here is his story from AmericanCatholic.org:

Didacus is living proof that God "chose what is foolish in the world to shame the wise; God chose what is weak in the world to shame the strong" (1 Corinthians 1:27).

As a young man in Spain, Didacus joined the Secular Franciscan Order and lived for some time as a hermit. After Didacus became a Franciscan brother, he developed a reputation for great insight into God’s ways. His penances were heroic. He was so generous with the poor that the friars sometimes grew uneasy about his charity.

Didacus volunteered for the missions in the Canary Islands and labored there energetically and profitably. He was also the superior of a friary there.

In 1450 he was sent to Rome to attend the canonization of St. Bernardine of Siena. When many friars gathered for that celebration fell sick, Didacus stayed in Rome for three months to nurse them. After he returned to Spain, he pursued a life of contemplation full-time. He showed the friars the wisdom of God’s ways.

As he was dying, Didacus looked at a crucifix and said: "O faithful wood, O precious nails! You have borne an exceedingly sweet burden, for you have been judged worthy to bear the Lord and King of heaven" (Marion A. Habig, O.F.M., The Franciscan Book of Saints, p. 834).

San Diego, California, is named for this Franciscan, who was canonized in 1588.

We cannot be neutral about genuinely holy people. We either admire them or we consider them foolish. Didacus is a saint because he used his life to serve God and God’s people. Can we say the same for ourselves?

This is my beloved city, with beaches, mountains, and deserts all within a 90-minute drive. Sunny, beautiful, San Diego ... nearly a paradise on this earth. But that's only in my not-so-humble opinion, of course....

Friday, November 6, 2009

Progress ... Finally!

I decided to put my NaNoWriMo writing first today and will grade the daily MLA paper a bit later this evening, and I took my total from under 1700 to just over 4000 words tonight. Yay!

If you look at the very top of my sidebar, just under the NaNoWriMo logo, are two little widgets, also courtesy of NaNoWriMo. One tracks how many words I have posted (and automatically tallies it right from my NaNoWriMo Author Page!) while the other tracks the percentage I am to the goal of 50,000 words and how many days are left in the challenge. Pretty darn cool, eh?

I'm finally getting on a roll with the story. I took an idea from the Twilight books and bent it to work with my character's circumstances. I'm seeing how this conflict is going to reveal a great deal about my character and the huge changes coming to her life. And it's beginning to work.

It's been really, really difficult to start this story again after 11 months of letting it lie fallow. But it's finally beginning to flow, and I am so grateful. Finally. Yes, finally.

Thursday, November 5, 2009

My Preciousssssss

Our girl is a senior this year and Scott Delmas of Delmas Photography took her senior photos at the Pine Valley Bible Conference Center last month, and they came out gorgeous! Scott Delmas took my and Keith's wedding photos almost 25 years ago, and he also took an outdoor series of Keith and I with E as an infant. So having Scott take E's senior portraits was quite perfect. E had a wonderful time playing model, too.

And we of course loved having Scott and Mary come up here and share Keith's incredible tortilla soup with us, with dark chocolate mousse for dessert -- a gift in and of itself. They were so sweet to not charge us, but I hope to help Scott with his Internet networking, helping with setting up a blog and Facebook.

The photos are beautiful. I'm pleased with them, and E is thrilled. Scott does great work.

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Finally Started....

Yesterday afternoon just before dinner I finished reading my NaNoWriMo novel from last year and was finally able to start writing. But it felt like I was spinning my wheels, unable to truly go forward. I finished the evening with a measley word count of 731 words.

This morning I spent time adding a scene that opened up some possibilities and then took aside my notebook and jotted down a pile of ideas -- simple brainstorming -- in order to add conflict to my story. I have a list of ideas to work from now that I hope will start me moving forward, re-entering the mindset of this character so that I can continue right where I left off. The place I stopped at when I reached 50,000 words last November 28 was such a great stopping place that it's been quite difficult to get the story moving again, starting to build momentum and rebuild characters ... and plot. Especially plot.

I'm still working on grading the MLA essays from my Brave Writer class; I told the class that I'd get their papers back within two weeks which will be up next Monday. I finally got the insertion of notes thing going so I can "grade" papers completely electronically for my students and then e-mail the graded papers back to the students. I need to grade one per day this week, but I also need to be writing 2000 words per day for NaNoWriMo; I'm almost up to 1700 words so far with a VERY long way to go. Part of me is discouraged, but I remember the high of writing for NaNoWriMo last year, how things seemed to magically come together and although it was a ton of work, it was incredible. Really incredible. And I want that again. I really need that again.

Here is my NaNoWriMo author page if you're interested. I'm going to go write some more this very minute. Perhaps I'll post an excerpt soon ... perhaps.

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Carry on Tuesday Prompt #25


So this week's Carry On Tuesday prompt was an easy one for me to visualize -- which may be good or bad; I'm not sure. I almost immediately grasped an image and a story unfolded almost too-easily in my mind's eye: a woman leaning back into the arms of a dark angel, not human, a temptation that would demand her very soul. Obviously, both the image and the poem are still in the rough draft stage, as most Carry On Tuesday prompt responses are, and this one is rougher than most. I caught the idea while upstairs brushing my teeth before bed, so I scribbled it on the front and back of a square Post-It note, then later transcribed it into my writing notebook. So it's rough. Very rough. At least these prompts give me a little something to work with, rather like using freewriting as a tool to dredge up fresh ideas. So let me know what you think.

Carry On Tuesday Prompt #25: The title of the Sarah McLachlan song, "In the Arms of an Angel"

she leaned back into his arms --
the arms of an angel --
unthinkingly.
for once she followed
heart rather than head,
knowing the price
but surrendering anyway.

despite his arms around her,
she could not let herself relax --
not completely.
questions tattooing her brain:
is it worth it?
is
he worth it,
worth it all?

slowly she straightened,
gently,
regretfully,
loosening his embrace,
looking deeply into
his too-wise eyes --
his too-knowing eyes.
her Soul
she could not abandon.
averting her gaze,
she stood,
turned,
walked away,
and never looked back.

copyright 2009 Susanne Barrett
Yes, rough. But I rather like the idea. I would spend time polishing it this afternoon, but I have a stack of MLA essays to grade from my September/October Brave Writer class (deadline: Saturday) and NaNoWriMo to start; I'm only ten pages from finishing reading what I wrote last year, and I plan to finish it this afternoon and perhaps start writing tonight.

Monday, November 2, 2009

A Guide to the Noveling Month Ahead

A few days ago, I received this wonderful e-mail from Chris at NaNoWriMo regarding this month's goal of writing 50,000 words of fiction. (For details, click on the preceding hyperlink.)

October 31: Get your first pep talk email. You'll receive about three of these a week; one from NaNo staff and two from our panel of esteemed celebrity pep talkers. Spam filters love to eat pep talks, so if you don't get yours, just drop by the pep talk page (under Fun Stuff) where they'll be posted as soon as they go out. Our first guest pep talker will be Jasper Fforde; he'll be parachuting into your inbox next Wednesday. [Note: I adore Jasper Fforde! If you haven't read The Eyre Affair and his other novels, get thee immediately to Amazon or your local library. This minute. I'm not kidding.]

November 1: At midnight, local time, start writing your book. You need to log 1,667 words per day to stay on par. The website will be very slow for the first few days of the event, but with patience you can update your soaring word count in that box at the top of our site. Watch your stats graph fill. Send a link to your author profile to your friends so they can follow your progress. Revel in the majesty of your unfolding story. It's November 1! You are an unstoppable novel-writing machine!

November 2: Stop writing. Wonder if you should start over. Keep going. Feel better.

November 8: As the first full week of writing comes to a close, you will be at 11,666 words. This is more fiction than most people write in their lifetimes, and you did it in a week. Go, you! This is also Municipal Liaison Appreciation Day, a raucous international holiday that celebrates NaNoWriMo's volunteer chapter-heads (the folks who organized the write-in you went to last week). Chocolate, flowers, and gifts of expensive electronics are appreciated.

November 13: Nothing really happens on November 13.

November 15: After the second week of writing, you will be at 25,000 words. This is the approximate length of such legendary works of fiction as The Metamorphosis, Of Mice and Men, and Twilight: The Complete Illustrated Movie Companion. You're halfway to winning! Attend a Midway Party in your town.

November 16: The second half of NaNoWriMo dawns. Writerly confidence builds. Your book comes to life, and characters start doing interesting, unexpected things. Nice. Weird.

November 22: After the third full week of writing, you stand at 35,000 words, the NaNoWriMo milestone universally recognized as The Place Where Everything Gets Much Easier. This is also when you fly out to San Francisco and join us for the Night of Writing Dangerously Write-a-thon, where you'll help us set records for group noveling and candy consumption.

November 25: Novel validation and winning begins, and Word-Count Progress Bars turn from blue (under 50K) to green (over 50K) to purple (over 50k and a verified winner!). Check our FAQs for details on uploading your manuscript and winning. A limited number of 2009 Winner T-shirts will appear in the store. These will make you smile, and will feature a squirrel.

November 26: American Wrimos celebrate the true meaning of Thanksgiving by gathering together with friends and family, wolfing down a huge meal as quickly as possible, and then ditching those friends and family to hide in the bathroom with a laptop.

November 30: By midnight, local time, we will all be the proud owners of 50,000-word novels that we barely could have imagined on October 31. Plan to attend your local NaNoWriMo Thank God It's Over Party, where grins will abound, champagne will flow, fives will be highed, and wrists will be iced.

You did it. We all did it.

December 1: Sleep will fall heavily across NaNoLand, as 150,000 writers close the book on a crazy, oversized dream.

December 2: The "I Wrote A Novel, Now What?" page goes up on the NaNoWriMo site, containing some special items for our winners from sponsors CreateSpace and Scrivener, along with advice on revision and next steps from published NaNoWriMo authors.

December 3: Rewrites begin.

It all starts very soon, brave writer! Here's to a great month together!

Chris
NaNoWriMo
It's not too late, NaNoWriMo-wanna-be's! Last year I started on November 4 and still finished two days early, so it can be done. Just go to NaNoWriMo and sign up. If you do, be sure to "buddy" me at SusanneB.

Today I plan to finish reading what I wrote last year and start writing Tuesday. I still have a ton of grading for both Brave Writer and Class Day courses hanging over my head, but I have resolved to get up earlier each morning (the change to Standard Time helps) and work for at least an hour before breakfast on my 2000 words/day. I found last year that writing 2000 words is MUCH easier to keep up with than trying to write 1667 words each day. And I'd rather have the five days off for things like Thanksgiving and to read what I wrote last year, jotting down characters' names since I haven't even looked at last year's novel for eleven months and have only a vague idea of what I wrote since I went for the "stream of consciousness" mode last year.

I'm thrilled that one person from our local writing group (who can't decide whether to laud me or shoot me) and one of my teenage writing students from our homeschool co-op Class Days joining the challenge and "buddying" me. And I have at least two online writer friends who are doing it this year, too. Last year Katharine at 10 Minute Writer and I egged each other onward to the finish line, and it was a great deal of fun and a wonderful way to stay encouraged and focused; I'm gonna miss her this year!

So write bravely, my fellow NaNites! And the rest of you: cheer us onto the finish line!

Sunday, November 1, 2009

All Saints' Day

(Image from liturgies.net)

The Collect for All Saints' Day, 1928 Book of Common Prayer:
O Almighty God, who hast knit together thine elect in one communion and fellowship, in the mystical body of thy Son Christ our Lord; Grant us grace so to follow thy blessed Saints in all virtuous and godly living, that we may come to those unspeakable joys which thou hast prepared for those who unfeignedly love thee; through the same thy Son Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.
For The Epistle: Revelation 7:2+ (English Standard Version):
2 Then I saw another angel ascending from the rising of the sun, with the seal of the living God, and he called with a loud voice to the four angels who had been given power to harm earth and sea, 3 saying, “Do not harm the earth or the sea or the trees, until we have sealed the servants of our God on their foreheads.” 4 And I heard the number of the sealed, 144,000, sealed from every tribe of the sons of Israel.... 9 After this I looked, and behold, a great multitude that no one could number, from every nation, from all tribes and peoples and languages, standing before the throne and before the Lamb, clothed in white robes, with palm branches in their hands, 10 and crying out with a loud voice, “Salvation belongs to our God who sits on the throne, and to the Lamb!” 11 And all the angels were standing around the throne and around the elders and the four living creatures, and they fell on their faces before the throne and worshiped God, 12 saying, “Amen! Blessing and glory and wisdom and thanksgiving and honor and power and might be to our God forever and ever! Amen.”

13 Then one of the elders addressed me, saying, “Who are these, clothed in white robes, and from where have they come?” 14 I said to him, “Sir, you know.” And he said to me, “These are the ones coming out of the great tribulation. They have washed their robes and made them white in the blood of the Lamb.

15 “Therefore they are before the throne of God,
and serve him day and night in his temple;
and he who sits on the throne will shelter them with his presence.
16 They shall hunger no more, neither thirst anymore;
the sun shall not strike them,
nor any scorching heat.
17 For the Lamb in the midst of the throne will be their shepherd,
and he will guide them to springs of living water,
and God will wipe away every tear from their eyes.”
The Gospel: Saint Matthew 5:1-12 (English Standard Version):
1 Seeing the crowds, he went up on the mountain, and when he sat down, his disciples came to him. 2 And he opened his mouth and taught them, saying:

3 “Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.

4 “Blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted.

5 “Blessed are the meek, for they shall inherit the earth.

6 “Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they shall be satisfied.

7 “Blessed are the merciful, for they shall receive mercy.

8 “Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God.

9 “Blessed are the peacemakers, for they shall be called sons of God.

10 “Blessed are those who are persecuted for righteousness' sake, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.

11 “Blessed are you when others revile you and persecute you and utter all kinds of evil against you falsely on my account. 12 Rejoice and be glad, for your reward is great in heaven, for so they persecuted the prophets who were before you.
A Blessed Octave of All Saints to you and yours!

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